Make it Happen (title created at the end)

I want to do a magazine. I want to do a teen magazine. It has been my dream for about ten years now. I love teenage girls. I love them, and I want them to see me and get to know who I am. I feel it's important. I love when I write, and I am grateful for it. I am now not writing up to par. I have to let my best writing come. I just want to be able to do my best. That is who I am--someone who has the best of her shared with others. I don't like to hide, and I have been in a struggle beyond the normal struggles we encounter on a daily basis. I went to a place that I didn't think existed, but I am grateful for who I am when I am not afraid to be myself. I really want to do the magazine--to inject myself into the world in a way that I cannot be taken out and in a way in which I live my best life and impact people positively and do God's will for my life. Oftentimes, people want the spotlight when it comes to God's will and living a great life. My desire is to live in the world and to feel like I'm doing exactly what I should be doing. That's my dream, what's yours? My dream is to impact teens and others in a positive way, to see them happy, to change their lives and get them to believe in themselves. My dream is to thrive and to travel, to be me truly, to be courageous enough to see who I am and to be present in it. That is my job--to be present in who I am. I want to be up there with Oprah Winfrey and Tyler Perry, not because I have to be seen with them and known for doing nothing but because I know my potential. I know I can do what they do. I want to be in relation with them not just to say I know them but to be able to team up and make positive impacts through our respective talents, gifts and skills. I also want to be able to hold my own. I know I can do it! By the way, I'm also an actor. I'm just beginning to realize that. I want to feel safe in the world--to feel and know that I am in God's will. I want to know that I'm in God's will without people telling me. After all, it is my life--if anybody should know about it, it should be me. This may read like a ramble to you, but it is something that I needed to get out. Rambling, or not, I feel it and believe it, and I pray to feel it, believe it and live it. How 'bout that? By the way, Mariah Carey is on the Today Show singing "Make it Happen", right now.



I love you.

Yvette