I miss my mom, today. We had our baby shower, and I didn't realize how much her absence would affect me until she wasn't there. Her absence left a sore place in my heart. And to top it off, her birthday would have been in two days. So, I really don't know what to do with myself. All I have are my thoughts, and all I have are my issues with losing my mom. What can I do, now? People were very generous, today, but it just wasn't the same without my mom. I wish I could have seen and heard her laughter, today. I couldn't, but, I know she would be proud. I believe it's natural to feel this way. The sadness just crept up on me, which causes me to believe that it's to be expected at a time such as the one we had today. So, I'll just accept that she's not here with us to celebrate, physically, but she may be able to provide comfort and joy, spiritually. I love you, Mom, forever.
Yvette
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